YOUR.JULIET - Fetish for the Lavished

random pics..
the day me n besties wen gig..haa..

orange n dolly...hee;)

My bestie with the "Force Vomit"

dey were cool..hee;)

hi ppls..:)
2dae was kinda fine day 4 me even though i'm kinda sick..
these days i have been too sick dat i almost lost my voice..
i really do sound like chipmunk..haha...i have been a gd gal eating my medicines...hehe..
i dun reali love to eat medicine..haa..coz i'm juz lazy maybe..haa..
back to the story aboud 2dae..yeah2..2dae i have met dat sumone at esplanade..
it was really cool to hangout with him..hee.. member sanggup belikan aku ubat dari poly..haa..thax dude..sejak bile ko baik nie..haa..kiddin2..aniwae,u r so cweet..besides that,he able to hangout with me even if he had long day at school from 8 am to 4 pm...n den he had footballmatch..he's been so nice..haa..
so went to meet him at cthall juz now...n den we head up to esplanade to chill out..he was like a baby complaining tired all the way...geram lah aku..mcm nak buang je die kat laut..haha..cute la die..hehe.

after the chill out,we decided to head home as we r tired...haa..especially him..haa...
he juz love 2 tease2 me n being a gentleman by telling me not to smoke again...haa..
hee..it was simply fun with him..to him:thax 4 e peck of kiss..it gave me a moment to love..thax..

how i wish he was my true love?

he simply pefect in my eyes..

y wen he say he's not ready,i feel as though as my heart is breaking apart n juz wanna give up..

maybe he was rite..we wanna love but we r juz not ready 4 it..

maybe 1 day i will get that.

i juz wanna sumone to cuddle,love n kiss n going thru thick n thin with me in my life.

maybe 1 day..i will wait..

dolly~

whatever you want here

olla people..
kinda bored 2dae..
i feel so sick...n i lost my voice..its hard 4 me to talk...
wenever i talk,i sound like chipmunk..omg..dey laugh at me..sedih seh..hmmm..haha..

have 2 reali reduce my smoking habits these days..
so dats it..
nxt post will aboud yesterday gig at esplanade...

chao..

dolly~

whatever you want here

hey2 there
a short post 2day...

the Three wacky babes;)..i miss dem

hajar n dolly..hee;)

this post was supposed to be on mon,25th feb but lazy to post as i'm lazy as i'm tired from the outing with my gals..hee;)
i was happy to meet dem especially hajar n shila(didnt take pic with her..maybe next time aite babe)
was meeting my other bestie,e one n only justina first at bishan control station but as usual i'm early coz i'm juz too excited to meet dem...haha..
after meeting her,we juz head to the voideck at bishan where we used to hangout those times in ite..hee..
n after dat,we met hajar,e gal who love 2 laugh with me n jus super random jokes..gosh..i mis her like hell...hehe..
maybe wanna have another outings with justina n hajar on fri..

the 2 babes who make me smile in my tertiary education days~

hope dey can make it...hehe...
so dats it..pictures time...

dolly~

whatever you want here

hmm..olla people..
have not been updating my blog these days..
been so restless these days n have many thoughts in my mind..
i thought 2008 is the year dat i will be happyn feeling so lucky but it seems not..
i thought my valentine date this year will be my 1 n only for me in the rest of my life..
i wanna feel being in love n going the through thick n thin..i am ready 4 dat..i do as i really sincere 2 be with him...i'm just being unlucky...i am so sad of wat he had done to me..it reali hurts me wen i think of the memories with him..all the promises he made to me as he wanna give me happiness in my life n lighten up my life..n i noe dat is all just sweet nothings from him...he lied to me several times n it really pricked my hart n broke into pieces wen he said dat he actually played my hart n going double on me as he got sumone else...gosh! dat really hurts me..
e day he had confess n broke up with me,i juz feel dat it is still the same all over again as my past relationships..i just cant tink straight anymore...the more i tink aboud us and ask myself y is dis happening to me,it cuts my hart deeply n make me tears rolling down on my cheek thoroughly...
haiz..i tried to find the answer but i cant...
soon the next day,the girl message me n ask me all about him...wen i saw dat message,i feel so sick n tired n didnt want to reply to the message but i forced myself to tell the truth to the gal as i'm not the 3rd party gal here..i told her everything n nothing...n lastly she juz message whether i will 4give him or not and be with him again...i juz replied..i dunno n i dun wish to noe..
n i really can sense dat the ex of mine juz labelled me the "3rd party gal"n dats was the reason he broke up with me & not"her" The gal was trying to back out n making me n my ex to be together...haiz...my heart seems wanting him so muchie but wat for rite?it useless..he will keep on being a liar to me...
watever it is,
i will bear this..
thax 4 everything dude...
i hope u will noe wat true love in dis world..
n 4 e gal,juz move on with him..dun try 2 make me n him 2gether even if i really do want to..
its hard for me to trust a person again who have lied to me all along...i keep on trusting ur stupid bullshit stories aboud ur mum going to hospital n waiting for u like a stupid dog but u r juz happy with another gal n dun even tink dat u have hurt me real badly..haiyo...are u human or beast..
watever k dude?your life,your choice...

i hate U syafiq-

dolly~

whatever you want here

my sweetie cuzzie,tina a.k.a supervague

heya there peepz..
i still can sleep till now..truk kan...dunno lah..
people get sleepy wen night comes but i'm becoming more hyper seh..haha..
i hyper because of three things..firstly,went out with aini like yesterday was fun..i really miss her..hope she's doing well for her private course..hee..pity her..she's been sick all dis while..hope she get well soon...hee:)
secondly,i miss dat sumone..he was being sweet n nice..thax..hehe..
thirdly,now i'm chatting with my cuzzie,tina...i love her 2 e core even though we have not been meeting for a long time...gonna meet her soon after her common test..whee..
i reali had fun chatting with her all dis while..we have been so close...like finally man as i dun really close with my cuzzies n relatives...hee:)

dollie being wacky:)

n i also dun 4get my other cuzzies too such as emma,erin n eza baby...hehe...
i miz them like hell la sey...
wanna meet dem soon..wohoo..
i tink i better stop this..i'm getting too hyper..akit sey otak aku gini lama2..haha...
bye peepz...

blog soon,peepz...

dolly~

whatever you want here

e guyfwend who talk to me every nite..

thax yaww dude..

u r loved by me..:)

me n her being random..hehe

e pweetybabes..i hart dem..
more outings aite?
ily u all..

me n justina..
e crazy peepz..

me n yaya

me n gorgeous gal..hee

whatever you want here

hmm..feel alone n kinda sleepy but i cant juz put myself to sleep..hmm..
every nite,its pissing me off...i juz cant sleep peacefully...so many things running thru my mind...haiz..i tot my valentine date will make me e happiest gal in the world but he juz cant..haiz..
he seem so bz with work....dat he even forgets to contact me like we used to...he seems different now then last time...but is okay 4 me as i had prepared 4 e worst...i used to post last time dat i cant say anything aboud me n him...i juz wish him the best watever he do in his life...even if he's cheating on me,i couldnt care less boud him anymore..i am juz tired n sick of him...i juz wonder y last time even he is bz with sumting,he still could contact me even though he's at work...dats really weird but now he couldnt give me 1 msg in 1 day...like OMG...he really changed...
even last time wen he come back from work n tired,he still wanna tok 2 me on the phone but now he couldnt...like weird rite?haiyo...even if he tinks i'm his galfwend or watsover,i dun feel like i'm attached with him...its like attached with him as in the STATUS...wth.
even if u peepz wanna side him n say 2 me "he working rite?"...but i am the one who is handling him...i'm e one who feel hurt n feel e changes in him...
it been days seriously...i juz wanna give up on him...n i really cant force myself anymore 2 love him..
i have make e effort but he juz failed to do so...i juz wanna wish him e best 4 him n his work..
n if he contact me back,i will juz say 2 him "thax 4 breaking the promises wen u wanna proposed me to be ur gal...thax 4 everything...i hope u find a gal who can suit u really well..btw,i juz dun trust u from the last time dat i used to noe u till now...i am sori 4 dat...i also dun wish 2 b ur fwend also"

i juz wanna 4get boud dis...seriously...

n i'm really happy to noe dat my admirer,boi zam have come back from army..
i really still have dat same feelings towards him...i do...
i juz cant say anything between me n him but for sure,
i really cannot forget boi zam even i had tried to do so..
i really miss everything boud him till i even can dream of him these days...hmmmm...

is he gonna be 1 n only...i dunno....
watever it is...i juz noe dat i miz him to the core...;)

dats all peepz..chao

dolly~

whatever you want here

am hapi 2day..whee..wohoo

jerry n aini orange went to my house..

i really miz dem so muchie...thax 4 coming aite..

i reali had fun with u all...

juz crap + random talks with each other...i miss dat already now...

even we had that mini gatherings at my home,i felt so wonderful...

i juz cant describe it with words...

n we really miss jerry the tikus...hahah...i love 2 tease u la babe...

we also had fun playing stupid games...it was reali fun la babes..thax aite.

mayeb mon gonna shopping with aini..whee...i hope jerry can come but if cannot...its ok babe...we will meet u soon again babe n bring ella too...i miss her too...whee...hehe...

i juz cant stop smiling till now..haha...

yeah..dats it i wanna blog for 2day post..

thax 4 e two pweetyhead babes of mine to cheer me up on sat afternoon...hee..

i hart u all...

yeah..i felt happy to see this gathering with my besties,

i juz hope e best for dem in everything they do...

even though deep inside my heart i'm still feeling lonely,i juz have to move on with my life

and be happy even if its reali hard...

valentine day is coming,i juz wish sumone to be my true lover and i wanna be happy on dat day..

i really hope so...

even me n him is drifting part,

i really2 do miss him...

i miss the old him who really took care of my heart n myself..

i wish dat...haiz...

dats it...

will blog soon,love...

dollywannavalentine~

whatever you want here